Tuesday, October 1, 2013

Right now in my life


I know it's been to long! I wish I could write more, but I don't have Internet for time being. I borrowed a computer so I could let you all know whats been going on in my life.

First... I moved back to Tennessee. I missed my family and church so much. I felt Tennessee is where God wanted me. I think PA was only for time.  I learn a lot from my friends the Conroy's and Wyman's though while in Pennsylvania. I learned things that I will keep forever. God work on my heart and I fell in love with my Heavenly father more. I understand him more and his love for me. I am so beyond greatful for Mike and Liv Conroy taking time to listen, to love on me and help me fight through my pain.  God use my time in PA to begin healing and restoration in my life. Also, I am so blessed by the Wyman's for giving me a place to stay. There was never a dull moment in the house, which I loved. I was so humbled by how they all welcome a stranger in there home. Thank you!

So I AM BACK in Tennessee!

Living in a new place( another blog about that)

Enjoying being at my church

Loving every moment I get with my family. I LOVE THEM SO MUCH!!

God and I working on facing my fears and not letting insecurities get in my way of what God is asking of me. I never realized how insecurities in our lives effect everything. How many times did I not minister to someone because I was scared of what they might think of me or not said said hello to someone at church who was new. It so important that we all feel secure in our father. Everyday I take small steps towards facing my fears. I want to bold for God.

Finally, after almost a year I got a full time job! Praise The Lord! I am nanny for two little ones. Harlow who is 4 years old and Lawson who is 18 months. I love my job!

Everyone keeps asking me about Ethiopia and I think I have come to point of healing to be able to write about my time. I will share in another blog. I can't believe this month will be a year since I left the country I love so much. I do miss it and want to go back for visit so bad. I save money here and there. Right now, all I need is enough money for a plane ticket. I can't wait to get back and hug those kids. Please pray that God will open doors for me to visit!

Praying constantly for whats next in life my life. I don't know what's next but I know HE has great plans for me.

Please keep me in your prayers

Much love